don't make sense. you are not alone because we ALL are and that makes all of this impossible. so there.

anyway i am such a bigga and looking out at irl i'm seeing some awful things around me, people breaking down bad. and they are the only ones i see now everyone else is hiding or wearing masks.

i cant watch sports and the tv is more panicy than the constant sirens or the empowered security guards. they are like elite police now the cops are soldiers and the real soldiers are nowhere to be found yet. i almost want them to come and get the real shit on just to feel something different to watching everyone break down, most of all myself.